Having experienced another lesson, I have taken a step back and have processing and reflecting.
I have yet to decide on posting my journal entries regarding the experience.
I have, however, decided to go through all of my journal entries from when I entered the lifestyle and post them on this blog, editing where necessary, to the anonymity of the not so innocent.
I have yet to decide on posting my journal entries regarding the experience.
I have, however, decided to go through all of my journal entries from when I entered the lifestyle and post them on this blog, editing where necessary, to the anonymity of the not so innocent.
In doing this and moving forward, I remind myself of the following:
~Be true to myself, respect myself.
~I am not everyone’s ideal beauty. I am the best me that I can be for me. Besides if beauty is only skin deep, I as well as others are much preferred inside out.
~ Sexy is a state of mind and passion is my soul.
~Those who were disrespecting me and my relationships, they were also disrespecting all those involved. I have no time for that.
~I dislike labels. We are more that what a few words define, for we are the sum total of our existence.
~I choose happiness and be true to myself.
~I trust, but verify; and learned to trust people to be true to their nature.
~A genuine smile, hello or picture, can make anyone’s day better ~ it always does for me.
~True friends are few and far between and they are to be cherished and valued.
~I have no tolerance for lies or game playing.
~Hermit mode is okay, from time to time.
~Differences are beautiful and there is much to be learned from them.
~Patience and respect, for myself as well as for others.
~Inner strength I had no clue I had.
~Courtesy, being nice, and making sure I am being treated well also, does matter
~Courtesy, being nice, and making sure I am being treated well also, does matter
~New love is great, old love is better.
~Try to make sure my words are better than silence.
~To not be afraid to ask questions.
~To challenge my imagination and walk into the places that harbor fear.
~Not to allow fear control me.
~Those who want to be around me, will.
~Those who want to be around me, will.
~To cherish every day, and be thankful and grateful for what We have, for in and instant it can all be gone.
~I am worth sticking up for.
~I learned that anything worthwhile is never easy.