Thoughts…..Wishing I was as captivating to you as the people who ignore you until they need something from you, or porn you watch & post incessantly about.   

I cannot bring myself to ignore you or not be there for you.  Perhaps I should. I may get to connect.

Reality is that I am captivating.  Every bit if not more so than who ignores you and with what you stimulate yourself with.  

The shame…  you’re missing your time with me. 

Perhaps in freeing myself of the opinion of others, I will find someone who will reciprocate the energy I invest and regard me favorably. 

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