Realization of Love

In these moments of solitude
Pain gives way to Realization
It opens me up
Feeling love
Despite the sorrow
Real love existing
For the first time

Are you worthy of it?
I don’t know
Nor does it matter
You are my first love
My heart open

Feeling
Knowing
Healing
In realization
Of this love
I can no longer be selfish
With you or anyone

Through Love
Compassion
Loss
Kindness
Gratitude
Pain
Grace
Is the Realization of love
The because
And the why
I love

~Liquidjade