In these moments of solitude
Pain gives way to Realization
It opens me up
Feeling love
Despite the sorrow
Real love existing
For the first time

Are you worthy of it?
I don’t know
Nor does it matter
You are my first love
My heart open

Feeling
Knowing
Healing
In realization
Of this love
I can no longer be selfish
With you or anyone

Through Love
Compassion
Loss
Kindness
Gratitude
Pain
Grace
Is the Realization of love
The because
And the why
I love

~Liquidjade