Hot Cocoa ~

a poem of mine from a few years back, going through the old journals is. . . odd,  but here is one ~ enjoy: 


Hot cocoa
~by Liquidjade
what is it about You?
You have an
unconditional
acceptance
a love
not found
in many
i trust
You
i hide
nothing
from You
and
it frightens me
You
comfort me
like hot cocoa
melting my
hard
stale
little marshmallows
minuscule
yet powerful
blocks of
old fear
childish insecurities
blocking growth
as they diminish
i find myself sweeter

Impromptu Art Showing ~

Showed some of my art to a private group.  What an interesting experience… to say the least.

This group consisted of artists, writers, and musicians putting together a private show. Some were offended, others turned red from embarrassment (or something) and others loved my art, to the point of arousal.   A very visible arousal that was . . . most impressive.

I watched silently as this group critiqued my art and debated amongst themselves. I showed work themed with erotic BDSM, Nature, Buddha, Nudes, Music, Gas Masks, etc.  I created with mixed media, photography, oils, charcoal, brush & ink and scratchboard. My basic collection of what I had lying around from previous shows and frantic moments of inspiration.

They were blunt about what they liked, did not like, pushing one another’s buttons, and all were enchanted with one particular model and her green shirt (I don’t blame them, she’s fabulous). 

Comments like: “We can’t show that!  it has vulva!” 
“You can hardly see it!”
“I’m looking right at it!”
“I wonder why you’re focusing on THAT part” 

“The Nun is blasphemous. Can’t hang it.” 
“Well it’s not showing vulva”

Obviously there was more going on, I was still completely fascinated by the heated discussion and emotions displayed. I took it as my own little show, my reward for a job well done.

Art is not about how it looks, done, or how expensive the material used are, it’s all about what it does to people ~ How it makes a person feel.  

In creating my fine art, I do not look for acceptance and am quite surprised by it when it falls into my lap.  

What I do look for is someone who is emotionally moved one way or another, and/or forced to think, to ponder as a result of what I created.  Just as I or actually my muse’s forced me in creating the piece.
My muse’s are to die for, though they can be rather demanding at odd hours and distracting at social events.  Especially when you are trying to hold a conversation then suddenly the urge and frantic need arise to go and create something. 

Of course, then someone asks, ‘what are you thinking?’ and the words fail.  “oh nothing, just want to immortalize the way your ______ reflect the light. Or thinking about painting you in ______” I’ve learned to say, oh nothing, or I can’t express it right now, until I am able.

Not everyone understands that raw emotion, the need to create and be creative. It’s like a drug. And when finished with a piece, it’s the most natural and amazing high I’ve ever experienced.

Anyone who has an artist in their family, or as friends, lovers, significant others, etc, deserve an extra special thank you. There are a lot of oddities and you put up with. I for one am fortunate to have people in my life that accept my quirks.

End result, everything but the erotic and BDSM art made the cut.  I’ll be hanging art and making a special order of prints for one of the group members.

All in all a good day, now time for the rest of it.  

No sleep for the wicked.  There is too much to do. Besides, it’s fun and we have a better selling package. *wink*

~Liquidjade

a general intro~

I am a lover of life, art, music, and most things Mama and Papa said not to do. 


Alternative in many ways, attempting to live a life without labels, and not conforming to any persons idea of what I should be. 


Living passionately every single moment. I am a professional independent artist living a life that I Love driven by Love. 


I am sharing some of my journey of self discovery. Learning peace and compassion through serious introspection, exploring truths, spirituality, passion, sensuality, kink, art, and anything else interesting ~or not~ that crosses my path. 


All writings, photos, art, sensual adventures, musings, fantasy, ideas, nefarious and innocent thoughts are of my own creation, unless otherwise specified and are not intended for those under the age of 18.

~The Desiderata~ by Max Ehrmann

This is a fabulous piece, one I love reading and re-reading.  I found it fitting as my first post. ~ Liquidjade


Desiderata 
by Max Ehrmann

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive God to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul. 
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.