Experience of 1

It was a lovely, quiet evening.  The candles were lit and the fire was going.  All the elements in place of a comfy cozy home.  Happy bellies from a home cooked meal and now they were relaxing on the couches. Him on His couch and she was on hers which was the small love seat. 


Perhaps having more than her fill of wine, she was feeling naughty, adventurous. Mind filled with delusions of sultry beauty, she placed her wine glass on the table.  She lingered for a bit,  leaning forward, exposing more of her breasts from the low cut negligee. Tilting her head she watched him as he was typing on his phone. 

“Are you happy?” She asked

He glanced up looking at her in the candle light.  Staring at her breasts he replied “Yes” and then smiled at her. 

“Are you tired?” She asked leaning back into the sofa.

“No” He watched her settle into the center of the love seat.  His eyes followed each leg as she slowly lifted them one by one, propping them on the perspective arms of the couch. 

She reached up, a hand on each knee, ” We could spend some time together.” fingers caressing her self, exploring up her thighs. Moving her negligee up exposing her wetness for him. 

He watched her, his phone in hand beeping and dinging announcements, messages, and alerts.  His eyes followed as she spread herself wide open for him.  Her sex seeped and throbbed as she caressed her self and plunged her fingers deep within her.  Her breath quickened as her fingers glistened in the candle light. 

“Baby, you’re sexy” he replies. 

She smiles, looking at him in time to see him turn back to his phone.  The smile falls with her expectations, her ‘thank you’ caught in her throat.  She waits. He doesn’t look up. Carnal desires dissipate as she continues to wait, he continues on with what he was doing.

“Would you like to go to bed…” She somewhat asks, tone flat, unfeeling, knowing what the answer will be. 

“In a minute” he replies, without looking up.  Closing her legs, shame and embarrassment replace feelings of sensuality and erotic hunger.  She settles back in and waits, finishing her wine.  

“I’m going to bed, if you would like to join me.” 

“In a minute” he replies.  

She was too tired to again state what she wanted. Tired of feeling like a broken record, she didn’t have the energy to demand anything, let alone be upset. She didn’t want to fight, she didn’t want to beg, and she didn’t want a pity fuck. She would rather go without than go through all that again.  

What she did want was to be desired and taken, fucked into a coma, she wanted to be more important than the phone, but that was not going to happen… not tonight. 

“k, good night” She gets up and kisses him on all that was offered to her, his cheek. She inhales him deeply then heads to bed. 

He joins her later, long after silent tears have taken her into slumber. 

~Liquidjade


Dance

Imagine this: there was a time in history, a long time ago, when the bounce and sway of a woman’s hips was considered so beautiful that they set it to music and made a dance out of it…








Fat Chance Belly Dance 
American Tribal Style

Kissing

Kissing makes me melt.

Lips and tongues coalesce. 

Tasting. 

Caressing.

Exploring. 

Kisses are unforgettable, causing time to stand still. 

The physical dissolves when I am completely immersed, absorbed by another’s kiss. 

Communicating without words in an erotic silence of souls breath shared.


Morning discussions

Man 1 (M1) and I had a great conversation this morning. A time of checking in, reflecting, lovingly discussing old and new things.

Discussing the seriousness of neglect, M1 helps me be honest with what is really happening, helps focus,and find solutions.

Each moment clarifying that actions speak louder than words. Coming to find something else about myself ~ a three minute insertion by a half flacid cock that keeps gettig softer and softer does NOT count as penetration. No, lover, I really don’t do it for you. and that’s ok.

There is someone I DID do IT for. He and his hard cock were One of the most wonderful passionate things I’ve experienced in a rather long time.and it was fun!

M1 is happy about my experiences with this person, regardless of whether or not sex is involved. M1 is excited and excited for me. We are both hoping for good things, and regardless of what happens the friendship is here for him from both of us.

Honestly, M1 is excited about having someone to befriend, though he is still cautious. Especially with what is happening with M2 and what happened with woman 1 (W1).

I don’t blame him, but I don’t want to carry that baggage and throw it onto anyone else. I don’t think it’s fair.

Both of us are focusing on the positive, excited for new things, and welcoming new people into our life.

Realizing, wih great joy in my heart, that the happiness and excitement is similar and radiating from M1~ even though he is proceeding with caution.

I’m a lucky girl, blessed with wonderful people in my life. They may be coming, going, or hanging on for the ride, but they are there. I am learning from and growing because of them. Regardless of if the experience is positive or negative, I am blessed, becoming better because of them.

ps~ special thanks to M1 for helping me write this blog~

Touch~

I read an interesting article today regarding touch, which I highly recommend.


To Touch Or Not To Touch: Exploring the Myth of Prohibition On Touch In Psychotherapy And Counseling Clinical, Ethical & Legal Considerations By Ofer Zur, Ph.D. & Nola Nordmarken, MFT



One of my favorite quotes from the article:


“In a study done by Jourard (1966), people from different cultures were observed in casual conversation. He counted the number of times they touched during a one-hour period. Touching occurred 180 times an hour in Puerto Rico, 110 times in Paris, in London, 0; and in the U.S., 2.”


I’m thinking it’s past time to go back to the Mother Land. 


The thing about Puerto Ricans, there is never a shortage of love for anyone or the numerous ways we express the countless forms of love.